Hi everyone,
It’s been quite a long time since I’ve had my collective set up for me to write stuff and blog about my life. I mainly use this site as a collective listing, but the past 2 months have brought so much pain and sadness I realized having an outlet to speak my mind would be useful. Recently I lost someone very important to me and I cannot even find the words to sum up what I am feeling other than sadness. It’s like a boulder crushed my spirit … heart and soul.
It all seems surreal. I float through my daily life and nothing registers. The people don’t matter, the tasks I am doing seem meaningless – just falling into a dark hole.
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Now Playing: Pet Shop Boys – Numb
Mood: Sad, Thoughtful, Lonely
Time: 1:53am
"Back to Blogger Style" was written by Rachel on April 25th, 2010.
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